Posted May 3, 2007on:
one whole night cudnt sleep thinkin of tis kinda situation. ive to consider both sides. make it triplet side. nk kne jge ati shumer org. bler terigt kate2 mereka, choices need not to be done. so its win-win situation for everyone. our relationship in future shud be oke. friends, besh friend, or sis-bro. hmmm…
da question is, am i ready to get involve again in that so called special relationship? looking, seeking n searching for a long last relationship is nt easy, only to hv fun with partner, that is not my type. long ago, may b. bt nw, when we are getting older n older, the maturity begins to take place. 2nd question will be, am i ready to let go that feeling of the past? if i really hv to move on, it sounds so very tough, very difficult. its the matter of heart.
i pray to HIM to give me strength and guidance for making the besh decision. when it gets too complicated, i will perform istikharah prayer. insya ALLAH.