another.chapter.of.life

salam.

last nite, i submitted da src application form to aisyah.
im nt sure whether my decision to involve again in de activities in campus is correct or not.
yesh, i am confident, but tis delta year sumtimes makes me wonder few times.
tis delta year is my last yr in mmu, so it is very imprtant 4 me to keep up my studies esp.
i do hv my plan in mind, bt to achieve it is nt easy as it seems to.
i oso do hv my dreams in mind, to further study abroad… da most wanted desire for me nw.

those wud be in my pray. amin~

hati masih terasher caket.
hati masih terasher terbakar.
ntah nape ‘it’ still keep in my memory.
been playing around.

i wanna get over it.
i wanna throw it miles away.
it hurts deep inside.
adoiii~ hm.

i wanna cry all night, bt my tears won’t come out.
i wanna run till de end of da world, bt my legs can’t start to run.
i wanna hide deep inside da tunnel, bt his face can’t turn invisible.
i wanna throw da memories, bt alwiz keep in play.

i wanna hate him so muchhh~
i really want tooo.
for what he’ve done.
(*-_-)

i really wanna move on. i really want to…

I’ve been walking around
Inside a haze
Between the lines of reason
Hiding from the ghost
Of yesterday
Feels like I’m barely breathing

I, I wanna feel the rain again
I, I wanna feel the water on my skin
And let it all just wash away
In a downpour
I wanna feel the rain
Feel the rain

I’ve been losing days
The shades pulled down
I still can’t face the sun

But I, I’m going crazy
I can’t stay here
I’ve gone completely numb
I just wanna need someone

Oh no
I thought you were the only one but
But now I think I was wrong
Cause life goes on..

I’ve been walking around inside a haze

Yang pasti KAMI hanya BEST FREN sahaja. harap maklum.
entry ni ditulis sbb… mcm2 sbb actually. tp memikirkan maken PANAS cite ni…
so, x salah utk membetul kan keadaan. btol x?

pd shape2 yng xpasti or nk taw pashal perkara ni…
elok sbnrnye ty pd tuan badan. kn kn kn…

cian kt my rumies terchayunk plakz yg kne jwb pertanyaan mereka2 di luar sana.

mmg KAMI nmpk MESRA, mmg KAMI nampk shngat RAPAT, n mmg nmpk KAMI mcm in a relationship.

MESRA…ya mmg kami teman tp MESRA.
RAPAT… ya mmg kami amat2 RAPAT. dh name pn BEST FREN… tol x?
in a RELATIONSHIP? TIDAKkkk. ni yg kebanyakan org terSALAH anggp.

mungkin sbb during convocation tu…
mungkin juga sbb len2…
dan yang sebetulnya… HE’s my BEST FREN.
[updated: i am SINGLE, but i'm NOT LOOKING]

buat masher ni… my focus wud be my STUDY.
dh xmahu memikirkan cite2 n menda ni lgk.

haaa… xcaye ty syafiq.
hari tu (syafiq ajak men ice sk8tin) pn i mentioned bout him as a best fren.
kn syafiq kn kn kn? hehe

pe2 pn… buat rakan2 yg knal Afiq…
doakan kesihatan diri nya.
moga cepat sembuh n jln semula.
leh cpt2 contnue sem 2 blk.
insyaALLAH.

i just approved one comment from eni in my entry How to get to Cyberjaya from Pudu.

he asked me to help him on the route from shah alam to Cyberjaya. well, i just figure it out. bt if there’s any readers out there know the simplest route, may drop a comment later kayh. hope this info might help him. and sorry for the delay. the best option i hope

1. From Shah Alam, u need to go to KTM Shah Alam n take KTM Komuter to go to KL Sentral.
2. At KL Sentral, change to ERL (express Rail Link) to take ur route to Putrajaya Sentral.
3. From Putrajaya Sentral u then need to take a T429 bus to Cyberjaya.

You will then reach Cyberjaya.

Updated upon request:

From Shah Alam to Pandan Indah:

1. Go to KTM Shah Alam n buy ticket to Bandar Tasik Selatan (BTS).
2. U need to change to Ampang Line aka STAR LRT at BTS to go to Pandan Indah.
3. Make sure u pick the right train to Pandan Indah, meaning: take train to AMPANG.

If this entry doesn’t help u much, please provide me more info on which destination at Cyberjaya u need to drop off and which center from shah alam u begin with.

u may click the link to have better understanding on the route: map4, map5, ampang LINE aka STARLRT, wikipedia

Thank you.

fuhhh fuhhh fuhhh…
tiup habuk japz. almost nk bersarang pn ade

alhamdulillah everythin was settled.
on tat sat nite when i knew about he’s been admitted, i can’t stop thinkin of him.
really worried. mane x nye, lmbt dpt taw.
n visiting hours pn already over. haishhh~
tyme dpt taw tu pn, buley lgk acted cool n relax.
mmg kne cubitz la kt hosptal. haha~

oke2…bck 2 da real story.
dat tyme was arnd 7.++pm, when i and my rumies were preparing for our dinner.
br blk dr pasar borong kt tmn equine, agak fenat n letih skit.
half day jln2. hehe.
so he sms-ed me, ty bli brg ape kt pasar n so on.
mane x geram, sbb igt kn mmg xde pe2…
at last, one sentence…’saya ade berita buruk’.
then one more sms afta i replied. thot he was joking…
’saya kat hospital’. aite afta tat, my heart mcm nk gugur pn ade.
mcm2 pk. yg plg terpk was… wt wz happen?
mmg tu je la questn men dlm otak dat tyme. bler he replied me wif, patah kaki…
i can’t hold it nemore, i wz cryin hard, till da tyme he called me.
i heard his voice, very soft n i knew he’s in such a pain.

i can only pray for him to get well soon!
along da way i wz talkin 2 him, i can’t stop crying…
bt in da mean tyme, he made a joke… tats wt i like da most bout him.

spnjg he’s been admitted, i neva stop visited him, n 2 b beside him.
alhamdulillah, on weds he’s been discharged.
he went bck 2 kajang.
bt wt happened dat nite was a memorable one for me.
nw, i really mish him~
mne x nye, spnjg2 since ahad xprnh xjenguk ke hosp.
teman borak2, teman tdo, teman cuci rambut, tmn mkn, tmn shenyum,
tmn bce kn komik, tmn bce kn newspaper… dn byk lgk tmn2… haha~

cant wait to c him walk,
cant wait to go shopink 2getha,
cant wait to c da sunset 2getha,
cant wait to jog 2getha…
i wanna do everythin wif him…

i heart him so much~

Starting Time : 11.36am

Name : Siti Nurkhadijah binti Zainal Abidin

Sisters : 1

Brothers : 2

Shoe Size : 6.5

Height : 163 cm

Where Do You Live : Cyberia Condo

Fav. Drinks : skyjuice.

Fav. Breakfast : mum’s cook.

Have you ever been on a plane? : yes. wanna do more once again

Fallen asleep at school : xpernh lgk rashernye.

Broken someone’s heart : ‘h’e broke mine.

Fell off your chair : during 2ndary school. long2 tyme ago.

Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : used to be. nt anymore.

Saved e-mails : yerpz. those imprtnt ONLY!

What is your room like : bintang2 berkedipan. haha~

What is right besides you : project papers & sun’s pc.

What is the last thing you ate : last nite. nasi putih+buncis goreng+telur dadar+drummet. shumer mashak

Ever had chicken pox : Yerpz. Once!

Sore throat : Pernah gakz. slalu nye kne bler hujan gerimis. xpn tyme burning hot to death.

Stitches : ade. kt lutut kiri n kanan. noty dlu2 zmn kindergarten.

Broken nose : tak pernh. alhamdulillah.

Do you believe in love at first sight : mebe…mebe not.

Like picnics : yeah. looiiivvveeeiiittt~ goin to.next weekend.

Last made you laugh : afiq. tis days no more laugh. sadness je~ few nites been cryin so hard. hm.

Today did you :

Talk to someone you like : yeah. last nite or shud i say tis mornink frm midnite to early mornink.

Kissed anyone : nope. my mom kt hmetwn. cant kiss her like i used to.

Talk to an ex : nope.

Miss Someone : my.lil.jibril.n my.lil.apiz.

Best feeling in the world : no longer exist… mebe (insyaALLAH)…sumday. when da time arrives.

Do you sleep with stuffed animals : used to be

What is under your bed : my nike shoes box.and 3 boxes of premier tissue.

Who do you really hate : aite nw? ‘h’im. bcoz ‘h’e made my life so upside dwn n miserable. ‘h’e’s such a liar!

What time is it now? : 11.55 am.

Random:

Is there a person who is on your mind now : afiq.fira in NZ & pet.bro.in.London.

Do you have any siblings : Yes.

Do you want children : insyaALLAH one day. wif sum1 i lurve da most. insyaALLAH.

Do you smile often : yes. bt nowadays…i guess no more…

Do you like your hand-writing : yerpz. i do.

Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : nikko hotel?

What colour shirt are you wearing now : pink.

What were you doing at 7.00pm yasterday : men masak2 kt dapo C2-0-10.

I cant wait till : da day we climb up da hills to watch shootin stars!?!

When did you cry last : last nite.

Are you a friendly person : used to be.

Do you have any pets : Fishes. nw, im looking for a cute kitten. any1?

Where is the person you have feeling for right now : no more.

Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now : yeah. kind.generous.supportive.gd listener.alwiz lighten up my day =)

Do you sleep with TV on : Nope. elakkan pembaziran. bil letrik dh naik. hehe

What are you doing right now : wt tag ni. syafiq tagged me. cheh

Have you ever crawled through a window? : errr. ade ke?

Can you handle the truth? : now? really nope!

Are you too forgiving : so-so. bt nt for nw.

Are you closer to your mother or father : both!

Who was the last person you cried in front of : afiq.

How many people can you say you’ve really loved : 4. da 4th really made my life so miserable. so i wud say 3. afiq knew ‘em all.

Do you eat healthy : sure i do.

Do you still have pictures of you and your ex? : dh bg blk n ade yg dh del.xnk shmpn lgk.

Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : definitely yesh!

If you’re having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to : Tasik Cyberjaya… and Alone~ or wif dearest afiq.

Are you confident? : yesh. br ade semnagt afta last nite.

5 Things I was doing 10 years ago :
(i wz 13-teen)
- kt sekolah.
- decided to drop-out boardin school.
- very active in sports & art.
- a prefect.
- 1st tyme knew Fira.

5 Things on my to-do list today :

- mobigreets2
- menu for buke posher
- meet papa
- isi minyk kete.
- col mr.ridha ytm.

5 Snacks I enjoy

- Nuts Music.
- Cadbury
- Vochelle
- Kit Kat
- Yougart drinks (cn b acceptable x?)

5 Thing I would do if I were a billionaire :

- did think of it. bt i wont tell
- yg pntg hanya ke jalan ALLAH.

5 of my bad habits :

- jealousy.
- Bad Temper..
- Stupid!
- Ego
- Asyik nak betol jer!
(yg lgk 4 tu shamer ngan syafiq. so xyh 2kr eh)

5 Places I have lived in :

- Kg Baru, KL
- Melawati, KL
- Melawati, KL (moved out frm old hz to new hz)
- Putrajaya (soon-to-be)
- Gombak (soon-to-be)

5 Jobs I’ve had :

- ape yer? jwb kendian leh?

5 people I tag :

- Zaidah ONLY!!!