No Boundaries June 9, 2009
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Ohh
Seconds hours so many days
You know what you want but how long can you wait
Every moment lasts forever
When you feel you’ve lost your way
What if my chances were already gone
I started believing that I could be wrong
But you gave me one good reason
To fight and never walk away
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it’s harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
I fought to the limit you stand on the edge
What if today is as good as it gets
Don’t know where the future’s headed
Nothing’s gonna bring me down
Jumped every bridge I’ve run every line
I risk being safe, I always knew why
I always knew why
So here I am still holding on
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it’s harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up all your dreams
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
You can go higher
You can go deeper
There are no boundaries
Above and beneath you
Break every rule cause there’s nothing between you and your dreams
With every step you climb another mountain
Every breath it’s harder to believe
You’ll make it through the pain
Weather the hurricanes
To get to that one thing
Just when you think the road is going no where
Just when you almost gave up everything
They take you by the hand and show you that you can
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
There are no boundaries
No boundaries
Yeah, there are no boundaries
it doesnt matter even he’s a gay or wt eva he is. bt above all, the way he delivered his song every and each week in american idol was very creative, his voice is so amazing. is he suppose to be judged jez because he’s a gay n not a religious type of person in winning da american idol title? american done such a wrong mistake in gving da title to kris allen. he himself cant believe he cud win, it shudnt be him, adam deserves it. those words came frm kris. n i think those who has voted for kris, u’ll c da career ahead adam is way better than kris. dun judge ppl by his religious or wt type of person oneself is. american idol is a platform for someone that has dream to become a versatile artist n that cn b seen thru adam lambert. amazing vocal, impressive performance in each week. he deserves da title more than kris did. more over, he gets standing o frm da judges. its deniable hw amazing adam lambert is
from a guy called brother June 8, 2009
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org bleh buat ape je
tp kita takleh tutup mulot org
n takleh halang ape org nk buat
klau nk kan kebenaran btol2
kene g mahkamah ar
biar hakim yg tentukan mana btol… mana salah
btol tak…
huhuhuhu
selagi semua tak duk semeja… selagi tu bende ni tak selesai…
itu je…
am i right…
i mean… SEMUAAAAAA
bukan certain2 pehak je
Move on June 8, 2009
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salam.
home shweet home.
nw cn only turn ON da blogging world.
so many ups and downs.
nw i realize wt i think i wanna write afta those disaster has been made by H.
well, i dont wanna give a damn nemore bout him.
or even to forgive him of wt he had done over my life.
in sucking my name in front of her GF.
i know da truth, i will just shut it down to myself.
ALLAH knows better.
H once did play wif the GOD name, there’s wil alwiz hv a pay back time, nt by me, cz im only a human that cannot judge ppl in d inner or outside, only HE can do that job.
i just pray to HIM that you may been given HIS guidance in all ur lies.
cz i disgust u. u r such a pathetic person i eva known.
n i wanna hate you for the rest of my life.
n will hate ur name 4eva n eva.
until there’s time HE will give me ‘light’ ON to forgive YOU.
i dun wanna eva pickup ur call or ur text nemore.
mebe ppl that is close to u hv TRUST da hell in you.
but for me, i pity YOU on those lies u made, n ppl that cn forgive YOU on wt YOU have done.
YOU shudnt b given such forgiveness.
i believe there’s a second chance, bt its more than 3rd times to gv chance for a ppl like YOU. a damn gud LIAR.
YOU r nt worth it.
one day, ull face da same thing.
one day, ull b in my shoes.
one day, ull definitely taste those lies again.
cz history repeats itself.
for F, gud lux n all da besh in ur r.ship.
i cant judge you by telling you to stay away frm a liar like ‘h’im…
cz i knoe deep inside ur heart u luv him so damn much.
i bet you, ‘h’e doesnt deserve your luv.
thats all i can say.
those written ere is nt meant for me to b in da middle of ur r.ship.
bt jez to remind u, if it’s happen to be da same thing again, dun YOU eva put my name in ur problem again.
all da besh~
may u seen da TRUTH~
-end of chapter-
Mistakes May 30, 2009
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pssttt… wt H yg anta komen2 tu.
terima kasih diucapkan.
org dh wt slh mmg xleh dok diam. tol x?
btw, words of wisdom kt bwh tu…
diletakkan di situ utk sume org yg visit my blog.
we as human alwiz in learning process.
x mcm H yg igt ayat kt bwh ni ditujukan khas utk dye je.
sorry sketz.
yes, its true da words below jgk for me… utk igtn bersama.
tis blog or any blog out there including urs, are meant to be shared to ppl arnd da world.
am i aite? if nk wt utk private baik tulih dlm diary.
x yh wt kt blog (online).
1 thing i really dun think YOU cn do is by clear things up.
especially my NAME yg YOU dh buruk2 kn dpn sape2 je.
if YOU x wt, lama kelamaan kebenaran akan terbukti. mcm jdk hari tu.
tp macm biasher la kn… YOU dh wt slh… YOU pandai putar belit cni shaner.
even dh terbukti kt YM archieve.
oh ya, klo bab MC tu… org2 kt cni je taw.
n org2 kt SLA je taw. shape stadi kt c2?
tepuk dada ty diri sendirik la H ek.
mcm xtaw je shape ade kt SLA. i ade kt SRC ROOM kutz.
lgk 1, itu hak i nk amek mc ke x nk.
i amek MC bersebb. mmg btol2 saket, bkn mcm YOU type kt komen tu…
mengerang kesakitan konon.
dh mkn ubat mmg la dh oke. n xde masher i nk hancurkn hubungan H n F.
klo hubungan y’ll x oke tu bkn salah i n jgk bkn probz i.
tp tu slh YOU sendirik. YOU yg create probz2 ni in da 1st place.
bak kate kwn2 YOU jgk, sendiri mau igt.
taw komplen, pastu smbg blk, sndiri crk pasal.
bkn ayat i tp ayat2 kwn YOU jgk. oppps~
x dinafikan… berani kerana benar, tkot kerana salah.
dr dlu ayat YOU cm tu la. sbb YOU dh slh, ayat tu je la yg YOU termampu nk gne.
hak3. aikz… automatik dh xleh nk send kt blogspot shoutbox kn?
hahaha.
lenkali jgn SALAH kn org len atas kesalahan n kesilapan sendiri.
i wt cite kunon. yg slalu making story is YOU.
dr dlu smpai skrng perangai x ubah2.
i pn xphm nape masih ade lgk manusia yg leh TRUST MANUSIA bernama MHMK ni.
sbb YOU kate YOU dh wt SOLAT TAUBAT kaaa?
geli bulu kaki i dgr. ntah btol ntah tak.
dlu nk kapel ngan sum1 pn kate dh wt solat istikharah.
jgn mempermainkan soal AGAMA ya mr.H.
nnti termakan DIRI. i masih igt lgk, YOU brani sumpah atas nama al-quran.
dlu tyme kt shah alam yg YOU buruk2 kn i dpn F and her bro. x igt? ke wt2 x igt?
igt2 la tu. xkne di dunia, akhirat YOU kne jgk.
termasuk la memburuk2kan NAMA org yg lgsg xkaco hubungan cintan cintun YOU.
pasal A tu, byk la bukti ade kate yg YOU terkejar2 kn si A tu.
nk deny lagik ka? im making stories? i dpt pn dr kenalan A okayh.
oppps kena lagik.
serve u ryte!
p/s: any comments yg mashuk spam mmg lgsg x dilayan.
sbb sblm2 ni dh blocked users n words being used 
thats da beneficial of this wordpress
oh ya, terima kasih kerana sudi dtg melawat blog ni ya H.
dtg2 la lgk klo nk tgk upd8. dh lme x terima kunungan pelawat mcm H.
hahaha~
Words of Wisdom May 30, 2009
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“Apa sahaja musibah yang menimpa kamu adalah disebabkan oleh perbuatan tanganmu sendiri”
part II begins May 30, 2009
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jom3.
terjah part II plakz.
dh ready? set… go…
Kepala hangguk btol la si H ni. ade plakz dye kate i kaco hidup dye???
geli bulu kaki i dgr. hahaha.
shape kaco hidup shape dlu?
klo YOU xkaco hidup i in da 1st place by using my name and make it rubbish…
i wont be bothered to write ere in my blog.
bullshito~
perangai H ni dr dlu smpei skrg yg x ubah2 ialah tunjuk baik depan sume org.
nk tunjuk dye ni x bersalah.
bullshito again!
tu br intro part.
ni br nk masuk body.
japz… tgh pk dlu…
shud i continue or not?
klo i continue kompem PEDAS maut nye body part II ni.
nk bg chance kt mamat H tu ke x?
klo bg chance… dh byk shngt chance yg i bg utk H ni insaf.
tp dh kali ke empat… mmg patot pn bg ‘penampar’ cm ni.
btol x? xserik2 wt ulang2 mistakes yg shamer.
i cant deny tat human alwiz make mistakes.
tp klo tu slh diri sendirik n babit kan org len dlm kancah hubungan ‘cinta’ kowunk… (yarkzzz! geli nya perkataan tu)
is it fair? rasher2 ade x sape2 yg bce blog ni rase caket hati?
klo ade sila la angkt kaki yer. hahaha. alamak dh mepek plakz.
klo nk bg hati i ni sejuk… H ni ptot mintak maaf kt depn sumer org yg dye babitkn dlm kancah cintan dye…
especially depn kwn2 dye n jgk gf dye skrg ni… bitaw yg i x berslh. klo jantan, clear kn my name yg YOU dh busukkan.
if nt… ade byk lgk part2 kt blog i ni.
dh kes terjah2 plakz. bg hidup H x aman sketz.
ni br sketz. rilex la bro H.
lm setimpal dgn ape yg YOU dah wt kt NAMA and HIDUP i.
haaa… kwn2 nk taw.
dh ade komen masuk utk part I tu.
mcm i xtaw shape yg hntr.
terang2 IP tu 2lih adds yg kenal shngt2.
muahahaha~
igt i nk approve? no way.
hahaha.
i wt cite? xcaye ke? leh la check kt bil tepon umah H sendirik.
bwk g hosp wt cite jgk ke? boleh ty kt parents H sndirik.
tu sume ade prove la. jgn nk ckp i wt cite kunon.
H ni pn name cm baik je.
tp… tuttttttttttt~ perangai pn shamer tutttttt jgk.
ni blm lagik bongkar cite2 BENAR yg len. br warm up je part I tu.
dh ade ‘org’ meletup n panas je buntot dok atas kusi kt umah tu kn.
hahaha. serve u ryte!
nk kate i rosakkan hubungan ORG LEN?
lgk lawaks. nk taw nape? sbb shape yg start dlu?
H start dlu. so nw… i jez wanna clear things up.
klo dgn cara baik H ni xde wt pe2 yg ptot…
cm ni la cara nk ajar org cm H ni yg kaki belit2.
putar shaner cni. nk bitaw yg H ni je la sorunk yg BAIK.
i ni penDAJJAL. pd hal sebaliknya.
jgn wt MASALAH, then crk MASALAH. YOU setel la sndirik.
bak kate nabil “LU PK SENDIRIK!!!”
taw wt MASALAH. tp solution nya kaitkan babit kan buruk2 kn org len plakz.
approve x approve komen kt part I tu ske hati i la.
im nt tat naive.
ni blog i. kepunyaan i. so ske hati i la nk approve ke xnk.
dh SALAH xnk NGAKU.
dh cipta MASALAH xnk face it.
dh BURUK2 kan NAMA org len xnk clear kn.
ni PADAH nya.
igt… part II lm lgk masuk body.
im nt a type of person mcm YOU, yg ske wt2 cite.
all those things ive mentioned sume ade prove.
i x mcm YOU kaki TIPU.
n jgn slahkan i plakz nk rosakkan hubungan cintan YOU…
sbb YOU sendirik yg rosakkannya.
tepuk dada ty diri sendirik.
muchachaz~
lets the story begin… (part 1) May 29, 2009
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pssst…
kt cni ade cite sket nk share wif y’ll.
klo ade sape2 terasher tu nashib la ek.
tp bgs jgk. bio sedar sketz org yg wt org ni.
jgn asyik dok slh kn org len atas NAMA PROBLEM DIRI SENDIRIK!
gini citenye…
alkisah si H ni ade la gf.
gf nye adalah si F.
btwn ‘em ade je probz… (ni si H la yg cite kt i).
pada suatu hari… jeng jeng jeng…
si H ni ade la bwk i g hosp tgk adeq dye si A excident.
parents si H pn ade kt shaner. xcaye leh la ty parents H sendirik.
i xbwk kete. i ltk kt mne ek? lupe la kutz. tp nek kete myV H yg br tu.
br bli dgn nombor plat WSF$^!#. nombor tu leh smbg sndirik.
si H xbg i bitaw shape2 including dak2 umah dye yg dok kt cyberia blok C tu.
nk dijadik kan cite, i ni dh ade bf. sure2 i mntk izin dlu dr bf i nk kua ngan H.
tp H xtaw yg i kuo ngan dye bf i taw (sbnr2nya).
ni br permulaan cite. ade lgk byk sbnrnya. nk type pn menjela2 jdk nye.
so kerat2 je la part2 yg ptot.
ada la skali ni. sms si H. rupe2nye hp dye F yg pgg.
so F kate, dye nyamar jdk H.
nk dijadikkan cite… F dok kate i menggatal kt H.
F xtaw yg H tu yg tercarik2 kt i blk okayh!
xcaye? leh tgk bil tepon umah derng num c1-6-tut. tut tu ade la number umahnyer.
xkn nk bitaw btol2. kang xpashal2 mashuk ISA ke kn. hahaha~
shngt2 jelas yg bil tepon umah tu ade num hp i.
ade la sekian2 haribulan H col i. tu bukti plg nyata leh kaitkan yg i xberslh dlm probz si H n F.
nk dijadikkan cite, si H n F ni nk break up (kunon2 la kutz kn).
so H kate mcm2 (mcm2 ada) kt F yg i ni la carik H blk.
dok menggatal kt H, dok itu dok ini.
pdhal F xtaw yg hp tu bf i dh pgg dr awal2 lgk.
so kirenye, i n bf i yg sms si H tu.
ape2 pn perkara yg sewaktu dengan menghubungi si H, sume bf i taw.
ptot ke slh kn i dlm hal ni?
ade mention ke i nk kt H blk?
yg plg dramatiknya… H ni ckp yg dye ade wt solat taubat la.
btol ke? ke nk GORENG je sbb nk F percaya kt H lgk?
only ALLAH knows better.
eleh… dlu pn nk kapel ngan i ckp dh solat ISTIKHARAH.
leh pk sndirik la… H ni tpu ke x si F.
dh la tyme in a r.ship dlu kate dh ptus ngan F.
tp sbnrnya in a r.ship jgk ngan si F. tpu lgk.
n leh plakz kate i ni terhegeh2 kt si H. ni pn H tpu lgk.
mgkn H ni pk dye hensem sgt kutz… org tergila2 kn dye.
1 lgk cite, H minat kt si A.
siap kuo ‘dating’ lagik ngan A.
tp ckp kt F yg A minat si H.
i hv prove ere (my hzm8s) yg rapat ngan A jgk… bitaw kt i… si H ni yg terkejar2 kn si A.
tpu lgk. leh kire x brape byk si H ni tpu?
beribu-ribu lemon wooo~ once a liar, foreva will be.
ni br 1st tyme nk 2lih kt cni. tp dh 4x si H ni wt menda yg shamer.
xjdk GF pn kne ngan si H ni… bler jdk GF si H dlu lgk trokz.
mcm2 tpu. kate x kapel ngan F la. xde ape2 hubungan ngan F la.
tp bler dh kantoi x ngaku.
mcm2 plan nk backup diri shndirik.
crk org tu, crk org ni nk kaitkn supaya H ni je nmpk BAIK.
i ni je BURUK bg pandangan org.
tp alhamdulillah, i hv frens ere (n sbnr2nya kwn H jgk yg taw perangai sbnr H ni mcm mne).
dan jgk, rumates H ni pn kawan i jgk. opps.
dh terkantoi kn diri H sndirik. nk cover tp dh terlps.
alih2 skrg dh baik2 plakz H n F.
ntah ape lgk H ckp la tu. hope x tpu kt F lgk.
tu btwn ‘em. xnk masuk cmpur. i rest my case~
so pas ni xnk la dgr lagik H ni ckp i terhegeh2 kt dye plakz kn.
xlogik langsung.
btw, klo H nk taw, bf i taw siang2 lgk yg i kuo ngan H ni.
g mne2 pn. cz we both trust each other.
lgk 1, klo btol H syg kn F, H xkn gne name org len buruk2 kn i dpn F.
n depn kami (kwn2 H) buruk2 kn F.
dh buruk2 kn gf sndirik si H ni ade hati lgk xnk ngaku.
wtF!!! opppsss.
soal selidik dh dijalankan mmg terang2an H ni berslh.
sesedap rase mulut buruk2 kn name org len.
pd hal salah diri sndirik.
kunon dlm sms bitaw nk bersihkan name i dpn F.
YOU ade wt ke H? i xprnh dgr dr F pn yg YOU ade bersihkan name i.
YOU wt sume2 ni sbb nk balas dendam kt i?
ape yg i wt kt YOU? i xde kaco idop YOU pn.
klo i ade PROBLEM BESAR mcm ape yg jdk kt YOU n F…
i TAK pernh2 nk slhkn org len including YOU even tho ade kaitan ngan YOU.
so afta tis, if i heard n knew my name is involve in ur probs wif F, i wont hesitate to gv u ’surprises’.
cm ni ke mak bapak YOU ajar YOU?
bkn men caya lgk derng kt YOU tp perangai YOU mcm se***. smbg sndirik.
mmg xbaik nk buruk2 kn org.
y did i write tis whole crap? its jez totally bcoz nk bersihkan my name.
only by nw i hv tyme 2 do it.
b4 tis dok kt umah kL, tenet xde.
dok kt cyberia plakz, xda tyme nk bkk blog.
men fb je keje (bler ade free tyme je).
sbb skrg br je abesh musim exam. so tyme is very limited.
lgk2 bz setel kan financial statement n report MMU AWards.
haaa… ni br part 1.
ade lgk part 2. nnti kn smbgn cite ni…
muchachaz~
p/s: i shngt2 saket hati. ni je termampu wt.
if any of u r in my shoes, i believe u will definitely do da same thing.